wH the philosopher: Defeat

There is no player in this world that has not lost before. However, the best players will give everything they have got to stand up again, ordinary players take a while to get back on their feet while losers will remain flat on the field

-Darrel Royal-

wH the philosopher: Second rate males

Even second rate males have a single right allowed to them. The right to challenge the boss of the group in a fight. It's up to you to live while using that right or to live while not using it.

-Hiruma Youichi-

wH the philosopher: Epiphany?

When a person who gains his strength only by looking down on others goes to a world where there is no one to look down on, the only person he can look down on is himself.

wH the 'Ecstatic': P.S. I love you

Just watched the movie 'P.S. I love you' . Great storyline. heart warming. I'm not a Hilary Swank fan but I have to say she has a knack of picking great movies to act in.

On an unrelated note, the other day i found a girl can't wink one of her eyes. Meaning she can wink, one side (maybe her right, I forgot!) and when she trys to wink the other, she will blink both eyes. Haha i assume my whole life that everyone should be able to wink both eyes. Now that i know there are such things. So grateful that I can. =)

wH the 'Ecstatic' : Things I might want to learn

Just for fun.

I will try and list down the top 10 skills (with the first one being the most wanted) i might want to learn.

By the end of , well I don't know, 5 years maybe, look back at this list and laugh. Either I will not like it or just never got around to doing it.
But at least I can fantasize !

1. Martial Arts
2. Cooking ( the real exquisite stuff and not the boring normal everyday food)
3. Dancing ( cool dancing moves or ballroom. both are good)
4. Investment Analytical ability
5. Supreme strategy thinking
6. Super Funny but Not Offensive Humour
7. Game - Manipulation of human interaction/psychology (usually on chicks)
8. Video Producing/Directing/Editing
9. Media Designing (mostly photo effects but not actual photography)
10. Presenting & Public Speaking

Wow, it was so hard coming out with ideas. I guess I AM too lazy to learn new stuff. LOLZ

wH the 'Whiner' : the T

The T on my laptop doesn't work !!! so weird. I wonder why its the T. its so hard to press. it should be the A. Thats the letter I use the most. Weird stuff.

wH the philosopher: Isn't love something you decide?

I don't understand some norms or moral values or whatever you called it. They say you must love your family no matter what. Why is there such a rule? Isn't it something you decide?

Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying don't love your family either. I'm just saying it is one's freedom of choice and it should not be regarded as right or wrong in whatever circumstances. They always say you will regret it in the end if you don't. But could it be that because the whole world just always remind you that 'you will regret it in the end if you don't' ? It is like your brainwashed in to feeling it. It is induced guilt or depression.

Again, don't get me wrong. Its probably more depressing if you don't have a loving family than if you had one. I'm not saying its a better situation. But what if your family is there, and you don't feel happy anyway? Are you suppose to act like they make you happy? Just to illustrate a point. I feel its very much justified if you hate your alchoholic parent that doesn't take care of anyone, not even himself/herself. Stay away if you want to. Its a choice. You don't have to LOVE him. People say there is a biological part of you that will just naturally love that parent despite whatever he/her does. If you feel it, fine, love the poor bugga already. However, please be clear if you really feel it or your just being brainwashed by some warped values of society. If you don't feel it, why kid yourself? In the end, you will live with your decision. (Its an extreme example but just try to understand the point to it)

I do understand why such 'values' are promoted. Obviously, if family don't stick together, who will? So, fulfill your family duty but don't be depressed if your not particular happy with your current situation. There a lot of people out there that you can love and I feel even if it is just a few, you will find it enough to make you happy.

Everything is a choice. If you don't like/love somebody, and don't want to improve the relationship, if you think that it is better for you after giving it some thought (but don't take the easy way out), don't look back! ONLY look back if you think its for your own happiness, not some warped induced guilt or depression imposed by society.

wH the 'Obssesive' : My Squatter roommate has moved out...

Sureal... Feels weird..I can actually hear myself think so much.... now with my oher roommate who i probably won't whine to so much.. i can hear my thoughts ever so clearly...and loudly... and I suddenly have more space to put stuff.. but I lost a printer and PSP in my room.

Well it was fun while it lasted. But maybe it is good to have my own space. Maybe I will get bored. I don't know. We will see. Sureal !