wH the 'Emo': Believe in yourself ?

I used to feel i was invincible. That if and when i do decide to try, I will get there in the quickest way possible. Its simple. Its not a question of how. Its just a question of will.

And then, I came to the Singapore Uni Life.

Now seems like the total opposite. I can feel the 'Futility' creeping around my brain all the time.

So was it that I didn't have strong enough believe ? that when the going got tough, I lost it.....

OR I was just trapped in my own little world not realizing that the universe is a large thing?

I think I'm going to go with the former for now. I will reflect on this in July 2010. The answer will come up then. Till then!